i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)
i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
--e e cummings--
Last night Justin said I take his heart with me when I leave. I'm dying for our lives to start together, I'm tired of having to plan everything and limit the time I have with him. It's driving me insane. I want to be around him, I hate worrying and wondering when I'm going to see him next. I can't wait for the day when I wake up and have him sleeping next to me. My dad says I can't move in with him until we're married. I talked to my mom today about that, I understand where he is coming from as a father (me being the only daughter and all) but I'm going to marry him, I'm 100% sure of that. We're together but we're separate. I don't want to be separate anymore. I don't want to be separated from the man I'm going to marry, I don't want to have to wait 4 more years to live with him. It does a number on my emotions. When will it be time? I'm getting impatient with the parentals.
Smoothest Legs of your Life
9 hours ago
1 comment:
oh sweetheart, it sounds like you are going through the same thing as i was.
I know your still a little financially dependent on your parents. But i would try to break away from that and start your life.
If your wanting to finish school, decide on who will work to help pay for each other's schooling.
Everything will work out hun i promise.
but its your life. You are an adult.
Don't let your parents govern your happiness.
I love you chica. Call me soon.
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